"Working to much" Syndrome

Saturday? Yeah, we are WORKING! Month end everywhere needs clearing and make sure service level is up to date.... I feel like puking. Working up to 7.30pm daily... I have made myself in the office for 12 hours!!!! Almost every one of us here can match the Japanese. By the time you got home, you are already half dead, can think of nothing except for "the bed feels warm" and counting the hours "how many hours I can sleep if I sleep now...." hahahahaa.... and I have already lost interest in TV.... yeah almost not noticing I have one back home cause it was rarely on and now... it has add up to the list of "things inhibited by dust" at home. Sad to say. Radio used to be my tool to heaven, not a single minute when I was at home that it is not on or blasting on the volume but then.... it has been disappointing lately, I also pay no attention to it.... OH my goodness....what is wrong with me? Did I have the "work to much" syndromes where you are now ignoring most of your beloved activities?

If you want to know... I think the symptoms grows like this:
1. You began to dread your working day but you don't dare to take leave or MC fearing of the work pilling up (like mountain)
2. Get agitated and highly alerted when your name was mentioned in the office (especially by somebody of higher authority)
3. You don't realised it is already past office hour and you still stick your butt on your office chair like it is 8.30am
4. You start to give reasons like wanted to avoid jams to come in early and go back late.... (gosh)
5. You hardly notice anybody at home
6. You hardly notice your favourite thing at home (TV, radio).... maybe you hardly notice you own one of those.
7. You almost have to think twice on your house phone number.
8. You can remember how to switch on your office PC but not the one at your home.
9. You rarely used the toilet at home more than 3 times on working day.... (even 'big' business you do it in the office's toilet)
10. The only thing at home you notice is your bed.
11. You begin to dream about your work and worst of all bring back all your colleagues and bosses to join your dream!

It just got worst....

Yeah I know I have been missing from blog for a long long while, but that does not mean I am not coming back. Just that I am so damn tired. But the time you can sit down, you have to concentrate on work. A better world in new team? You must be kidding. You should be glad that you are still alive and sitting here, blogging. How should I put this.... it is 'sien' as piggy mentioned and it is routine, but then everyday it 'surprises' you with all the new things and 'challenge'. The word 'shit' and 'adui' has been our favourite quotes here. And in times when you are so damn thoroughly piss off... yeah maybe 'F****' can be appropriate but we are remaining decent here, so no...(ahem) foul language.

God knows how hard we work... I even dreamt about working. Can you believe it? Hahahahahaha... That just mean one thing.... I NEED A BREAK.Simple right, but then your leave approval is another issue ya.... only 1 person can take leave per day.... Sigh.... so how can you achieve your dreams? Take MC lor....ehheheheehehe.... meaning it is almost impossible for me to take break lor... seldom sick what.... ai~~~~

Pissing me off...

I just don't understand... why he likes to keep saying that I am marrying or I am with this fella when I don't even think that I like any part of him? Just so piss off. As a good friend, I would have expect that basic understanding is achieved i.e. you know perfectly well, I am not interested with this this 'boar' you are talking about and don't ever pull it on again and again and again... my patience has limit you know... and this is just unbearable. Fine! I might as well showed my disagreement with an ashen black face. Still, he did not get the message..... arghhhh... i swear that I really wish my hand is long enough to plant a smack on his face and yell " you don't understand English do you?" Boy, I was that angry.

Well, the logic is, I am so mad because it was from a good soul mate. For once, I wish he could understand how I feel when he make that joke. I know it isn't serious but then I do mind. Especially it was from him. I guess everyone has a limit about something.