Time

Time,
You don't realize its presence,
Nor do you ever felt its essence,
Some said it can be your guidance,
Some said it will show you your consciences.

When you think you have it the most,
You have nothing to do utmost,
When you needed it the most,
It is not even enough for a short toast.

When will I have ample time,
To use it fully like a dime,
And not to waste it with guilt and whine,
Sigh, such a contradicting mind.


I am bored.... lazy to study and I don't know what to do. Help!